always & forever

Baby, its been sometime since we've able to meet up and spend time together like we used to.

Be it after school where we head for dinner or catch a movie/the usual hangouts at the void decks/the trips to the malls to shop.

I miss spending my time with you baby.

All those silly jokes that you crack that end up with me laughing and all.

Every night I dream a dream of you.

Your smile, your warm cuddly hugs, your tender kisses just make my day boo.

Each time I close my eyes,I hear your voice.

Every morning whenever I wake up,I see you in my room.

I can never get enough of you dear.

I just look forward to meeting up with you every single day even if it means just spending time for awhile.

I'm contented and proud to be yours love.

You'll always be my baby no matter what comes along.

I love you baby.

I love when you look straight into my eye and plant kisses on my lips in the water.A lovey dovey &romantic scene <3

current mood : upset ):

Being apart from someone you love is a sucky feeling. No matter what your mood is, where you are or who you are with, you will always think of the one you love. Being with your loved one is the greatest happiness that you can ever ask for.
To Suffi; baby no matter what we're facing together i love you and i can never stop loving you.

it all just happened at one shot.i was clueless and i felt lost.i didn't know what was going on.honestly i didn't.i kept asking myself if it was my fault.i didn't even have the intention of shouting or yelling at you angrily.i didn't know why i flew into such a rage.i felt like as if i lost your trust.i didn't like what we had been going through the past few days.we've always said that we can talk things out every single time there is something but this time round,we didn't.i flew into a rage not knowing why but i feel guilty now for yelling you.there were no intentions of me yelling at you baby.honestly,i don't know why i reacted that way.truthfully,i'm not hiding anything from you.i told you i was going to meet up with my fellow ex-colleague and yes i met up.i even texted you asking what you were doing and called you when i was on my way back home.i just don't know what's going on your mind.i've asked you a few times but you said nothing.it just bugs me cause being the girlfriend i want to know whats on my boyfriend's mind.i'm always here willing to hear whats going on in your mind when you speak up.baby i miss you.yes i do.we had two days of meet up that were needed to be cancelled due to certain reasons.i was curious to know whats going on in your mind at this very moment.maybe it's just mood swings but knowing you, you rarely have mood swings.you got me worried and here i am worried about you.i've been thinking over and over again, am i the cause of all this misunderstandings/miscommunications of ours?i keep asking myself b.maybe i was at fault.whatever it is,i just want to apologise to you for whatever bad day we had.be it today or in the past.at times it could be due to me being too demanding, mood swings or even EGO.i'm not going to pin-point who has a bigger EGO cause everyone has it.its hard for someone to admit about their ego. being egoistic isn't going to help us solve whatever problems we are facing or going to face.i'm going to apologise to you even if you say its not my fault or whatsoever.i'm giving in on my own will.i hate it when we have our mood swings that cause us to feel separated.i feel like as if i'm separated from you cause of the way we're communicating with one another.baby can we just talk things out like we've always said we would do?i hate this to drag.

babyboo; if you're reading this.
i really am sorry for all the wrong doings i've done to you.i honestly feel bad for making you get angry,disappointed and upset with me.i really am.i hope i still have your trust on everything and i'm praying that things will go back as per normal.i miss you bay.i love you baby.i can't afford to loose you.

your cuddles. your tender&hot kisses. your warm embrace. your touch when you run your fingers down my body. you turn me on baby.

i miss how we spend our time laughing together over silly things. i miss the times we spend sitting down together and talking about things out of the blue.

i miss how you make me laugh and smile when i'm down. i miss everything we used to have baby. i miss you damn alot.

i love you my sweet-ass prince.